Thursday, March 8, 2012

Closing in on 7 weeks - I am so proud of myself - there have been a number of times I could have used a cig, but made it through without!! :))

Sunday, February 26, 2012

It is 5 weeks of being smoke free - I can hardly believe it!! I am not worried about Koral coming home (she smokes) because I have such a drive in me to never smoke again - although there are days when I really would just love ONE puff - but then all my hard work is for nothing and I'm not willing to screw myself over - I have tons of other people do that for me!!
Well Koral was here and gone - I didn't cheat at all - well if breathing in the smoke she smoked in the car counts as cheating - then I did.  Other than that - still smoke free - very proud and coming onto 6 weeks!!!

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Kristin.

20 day’s since I stopped smoking, though I don’t share the same enthusiasm as my mom I am still pleased that I am no longer smoking and proud of the both of us. I have definitely had some trying moments the last three days, my daughter fell ill with bad cold and ear infection so with the lack of sleep and a very unhappy baby all I wanted to do is go have a smoke and Coffee more out of comfort then anything. I have been champix free for almost a week now, the cravings are weak mostly because I am stronger than them, but the thought crosses my mind at least 3-4 times a day to have a smoke. I have noticed that the thought is decreasing from the first day when all I could think about was a smoke. LOL



Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Freaking out - it's been one month 2 days now - I am so happy that I really think I have this thing beat!! I am kinda pissed off at myself though -  I think of all then money I wasted - people say well at least you can save that money now - ACK - now is great, but still all that wasted money!!! You know what else - it wasn't even that hard to quit - it was so much in my head this addiction. I should have done it years ago!!

Friday, February 17, 2012

Karen

I had my first dream of smoking - I wasn't the one smoking, but in my dream I wanted to be. I was laying on my couch and my sister was sitting at my dinning room table smoking - that's all I remember.  I can hardly believe it's been 22 days - holy crap!! I feel pretty good - I think I am eating much more though - like cookies and popcorn - trying to stick to ice - but it's kind of hard not to snack a lot - I'm gonna have to work on that too!! One thing at a time and smoking is a really big deal for me - so I'm just gonna keep doing what I'm doing for now.

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Kristin

12 Day's....to a smoker that is one hell of an accomplishment. I have moment's well more then moments, hours that I can't get the wanting of having a smoke out of my head. It's all that I think of, I want it so bad. I even consider doing it, but thankfully I dont have any smokes in the house, and I don't want to let myself down. I've come to far now to risk having a smoke. I am not using champix anymore, I thought I would try to go with out using them the only difference I notice is that when I wanted a smoke before it would pass easier then now with out the champix, so I am working a little harder to not to get smokes and light up! people have told me that when you quit smoking food taste better, well not so much for me, I am finding that things I like I dont like so much anymore. But nothing has tasted better. I do find that I am wanting to replace the smoke for candy or chocolate, god damn it of course it had to be something like that, why couldnt it be lettuce and water LOL! Anyway, MOM keep up the good work, as I will too. Proud of us non-smokers!! :)

Karen

I am in complete agreement that food doesn't taste better at all and in fact I don't like that taste of some stuff I always ate - so strange.  I am proud of us too!!!